Today, I have felt: loved, appreciated, supported, special, attractive, sexy, tickled (in a good way), satiated, connected, relaxed, and respected. I have felt so good I laughed out loud for the sheer joy of it, several times.
Multiple people have been the cause of this, which is even more flattering. They were careful of my feelings, making sure that I was comfortable first, entertained second. I feel like I have been a delight to those who spent time with me, which is a beautiful change in my perception. And I feel deeply cared for by some wonderful people, who believe that I am both lovable and deserving of love.
Not every day is like this. I hope I can remember some of the feelings, though, to hold as a talisman during some of the days when I feel particularly unlikeable.
Multiple people have been the cause of this, which is even more flattering. They were careful of my feelings, making sure that I was comfortable first, entertained second. I feel like I have been a delight to those who spent time with me, which is a beautiful change in my perception. And I feel deeply cared for by some wonderful people, who believe that I am both lovable and deserving of love.
Not every day is like this. I hope I can remember some of the feelings, though, to hold as a talisman during some of the days when I feel particularly unlikeable.
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