Island of sanity
Oct. 7th, 2006 22:56![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png)
My state of mind could be categorized as "very good". Exemplary, in fact.
While a lot of ambiguity still exists in my life, a lot of the discomfort and anxiety over it has been resolved over the last two days. I don't know how the pace of my classes will be for the rest of the quarter, but at least I have a ballpark feel for the effort required. I'm not square with the college over units and satisfactory academic progress, but it'll be a while before I really have to implement the solutions I know exist. And my social life is, remarkably, as stable as I need it to be.
I've managed to get my chin above the emotional waterline, and I'm currently in a state that I have often wished for. I don't have to have everything defined and confirmed okay, because I feel capable of handling what the situations may ask of me, so I'm calm. I'm content with what I have at the moment, and not worried about the future. And that's good.
While a lot of ambiguity still exists in my life, a lot of the discomfort and anxiety over it has been resolved over the last two days. I don't know how the pace of my classes will be for the rest of the quarter, but at least I have a ballpark feel for the effort required. I'm not square with the college over units and satisfactory academic progress, but it'll be a while before I really have to implement the solutions I know exist. And my social life is, remarkably, as stable as I need it to be.
I've managed to get my chin above the emotional waterline, and I'm currently in a state that I have often wished for. I don't have to have everything defined and confirmed okay, because I feel capable of handling what the situations may ask of me, so I'm calm. I'm content with what I have at the moment, and not worried about the future. And that's good.