The best of intentions
Mar. 26th, 2006 14:26![[personal profile]](https://www.dreamwidth.org/img/silk/identity/user.png){kind=small}
torquillDon't you hate it when you're being virtuous and good, yet you have the nasty feeling that it isn't going to help anything? Especially when being virtuous usually involves a certain amount of inconvenience or discomfort... and you wonder whether it's going to make any difference at all in the end. Meh.
I decided that I would spend today studying ochem and reading my English homework. I have a worksheet due in ochem on Tuesday, and I should have the reading done too... and I wasn't able to start last night because chronic fatigue smacked me down with a light fever and sudden-onset sleepiness. So I slept 11 hours and tried again.
I'm dozing off now. Even though I managed to read through the chapter and mostly comprehend what I was reading, looking at the worksheet makes me feel dull and stupid. I really don't know whether what I'm studying will stick at all in this state... and that increases the strong desire to just go read something mindless, like Mercedes Lackey. Or sleep.
It's only 2:30 in the afternoon.
God damn I hate this disease.
I decided that I would spend today studying ochem and reading my English homework. I have a worksheet due in ochem on Tuesday, and I should have the reading done too... and I wasn't able to start last night because chronic fatigue smacked me down with a light fever and sudden-onset sleepiness. So I slept 11 hours and tried again.
I'm dozing off now. Even though I managed to read through the chapter and mostly comprehend what I was reading, looking at the worksheet makes me feel dull and stupid. I really don't know whether what I'm studying will stick at all in this state... and that increases the strong desire to just go read something mindless, like Mercedes Lackey. Or sleep.
It's only 2:30 in the afternoon.
God damn I hate this disease.
